Lost in the World

For weeks my mind had been travelling in times of joy and relaxation, where nothing bad matters, simply because nothing bad seems bad. *grins* I'm really enjoying times now, looking forth to several things in my life in several points of view. I had to thank my mum for being there for me. I had always looked upon her for thoughts of the day, and i'm glad i have such a beautiful one in my life taking care of me. Of course, we do have differences and we do argue in times, but as we do, I grow. I thank her for all she's done. And upon all, I thank God for her and His protection upon her.

Just a tiny appreciation for her, I'm currently getting mood to focus in my textbooks! *giggles* Mind had been flying somewhere else *grins*..I'm fine and pink still, so don't worry. See ya soon. Love u.hugs.

xoxo

The Him in me

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame.....

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out
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These are the words that kept me going no matter what happens. Singing it out loud creates a superb feeling. In times when i'm happy, satisfied, desperate, heartbroken, intensely dissapointed.No matter how good or how bad the situation is, He reminds me that He is in me, feeling what i'm feeling much deeper. Most of all i know He loves me.

There are many choices taken that failed myself and the people around me, the path i'm on may not satisfy all parties but it is laid this way because He's working His plan for me. I've surrendered my life to Him, and am proud that He's with me, guiding and building me up.

I might feel like to 'drop dead and die' at times, and be the one i hate to be because all things just don't work in the way i like them to be. At times when cases, lifestyles, things, people, and attitude that i like and love do not all belong to me or owned, frustations and disappointment will take me over. End up i'll hate myself and go worse.
Yes, but He who's in me made me new over and over again.
He made me realised that things must not always happen in the way i like them to be, but always in the way that i want them to be, yeap, there is, huge difference between both.

When i feel Him in me, nothing goes wrong anymore. Emptiness, disappointments and dullness which were once so intense will just disappear. That's the love and healing only He can give.

After reading this, i hope people around me that's feeling so upset, or disappointed still would let it go and live a new life. Close the sad book of yours, and write a new one full of hope and light. If only a certain chapters that are sad which gave you excuses to not close the whole book, easy...just tear off the few chapters and burn them away.

I do know a few that still couldn't start anew because they just wouldn't. I hope you will know Him too. With Him, nothing is impossible. Trust me, because i trust Him. Knowing Him is easy, but understanding Him and earning Him....?tough i would say, but it will be extremely sweet and everlasting..

Till then,ttyl.hugs.

My Gene Coding

Gene Coding?You must be asking..coding her gene?lol...well, it's a recent discovery i knew through my mum. She currently taking up this Gene Code franchise, which ultimately screens ur prints to analyse your inborn talents, behaviour and attitude. Quite accurate i would say

Although i haven't had my own report myself, but both of my brothers did. And yea, they are way accurate, to the extent of 90%, making me interested to have my own report to see what kind of inborn attitude i have.

So, the process starts with having my palm read, to find three points that would eventually join to a triangle. Well, according to the experts, if the right-angled triangle we get is the one tapering to a point, the it will mean that the person's a fast learner. If the triangle drawn from the points on the palm is almost a equilateral triangle, then the person's a slower learner.

Mine?hmm...there below. Saw the three points?

Then the experts will get the angle of the triangle and analyse it whether the person is a fast o slow learner, and how fast or how slow. Basically they'll do stg lyk this, with professional equipments and softwares...This below is just a rough draft by myself using editor.lol.

If the angle is below 35 degree, the person is a fast learner. Above 45 degree then the person will be a slow learner....By viewing mine above, erm....lol...i don't know yet. I have to send it to the experts for analysation. Then i'll tell u guys!lol

Then, the next step, is to screen the prints...all our finger prints. yea the 10 fingers. each print will be screen to see what type of pattern each finger has. Yes, for your information, every finger has a different print pattern, with maybe a few fingers having the same type.

Mine was screened yesterday!but sad to say, my prints are too complicated. my delta point ang the core point is too far apart. so the screener can't screen the whole thing. My mum said i have to use the stamp pad to stamp it on the paper and send the prints over instead. sighhhh....

So, i'm still waiting for my prints to be screen. Till then....i'll update when i have my report done...

If you are interested in knowing more about this gene code thingy, fel free to stop by at http://www.secondarystudentshelps.blogspot.com They provide you the most information there. Any questions you can contact me too.

See ya!